Feeling slighted...

Do you ever have those periods of times in life where you just feel so overwhelmed and you’re not even able to pin point exactly why? Lately I have just been feeling a bit defeated by things as it just feels like one knock after the next. Whether it is directly impacting me or the ones I love I just feel so out of control and unable to help the situation. Am I lazy? Am I just not clicking to the solution that could be right under my nose? I just don’t know.

Today especially sucked as I have some kind of flu and it’s really just knocking me about. I literally had no voice at work on Tuesday night which yes was both amusing and annoying considering I really need my voice for work. The guys were really great about it though and helped me out especially one of the guys bought me some Panadol lemsip stuff which did seem to help and see, little things like that lift my spirits. I mean someone could be having the shittiest time and someone just takes a moment to do something that might make things a little easier for you. I love people like that.

Anyways I am trying to keep my thoughts as positive as possible as I know things will get better I just need to focus and help make them happen. I admit I do tend to want to wait around and hope things will fall into place like that whole fate concept but I’m thinking maybe even fate needs a nudge.

Same goes for Karma, those assholes hafffff to get what’s coming, and if not then o’ well it’s nice to think they will. That’s the thing though isn’t it? The power of the mind and how it controls our everyday life and emotions. I need to find a way to like hack  into my mind and tell it to be cool because stressing won’t sort out what you having going on in your life. I just need to step the BLEEEP up and take control!

Okay enough of my self-help pep talk I think, sorry not sorry as I think I have somehow lifted my own spirits by getting this out. PEACE!